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I finished reading your blog two hours ago but I'm still thinking about it.
Well I remember everything, or at least everything that has me in it. LOL.
I also remembered everything that you posted about him.
I knooow, I knooooow. YOU ARE happy with him. I have seen that from the very start.
I actually giggled a bit on his attitude that I've seen based on what you typed on your blog.
I'd admit, I thought some of it was really cute.
Maybe I was just a little.. or REALLY worried about you.
I probably wouldn't tell here why, coz' I know you already know.
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Well I wanted to say sorry for what happened earlier, I guess I have overreacted a little bit again.
I just wanted to say what was on my mind, I don't want anything to linger again. There's too much of anything else to think about, and I'm not letting our arguments be an addition to it.
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About your blog, LOL, I smile a bit whenever I see my name! LOLOLOLOLOLOL. Am I that special? HAHAHA
Hmm, and about your most recent post.. Here's what I have to say..
I always stay for those people who wants me to.
But don't just tell me you want me to stay.
Show it.
Words are not enough, it could never be enough.
Tell me you want me to stay but showing me the opposite thing; that sounds pretty bizarre, don't you think?
Remember that words and action sounds the loudest, always.
But don't just tell me you want me to stay.
Show it.
Words are not enough, it could never be enough.
Tell me you want me to stay but showing me the opposite thing; that sounds pretty bizarre, don't you think?
Remember that words and action sounds the loudest, always.
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I care for you more than you could ever imagine.
I don't wanna lose you either.
You did hurt me more than once, I just never showed it.
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You see, I've never been this protective to any of my closest friends; you're the first one to experience this from me. One big bad luck, isn't it?
Maybe it was time that changed me or it's just.. I think of unnecessary things too much.
Our arguments might be as simple as that, like what I did earlier. I don't wanna get used to it.
That's how I ended it earlier right?
* Okay this part here is getting a little confusing. cut~
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The thought of talking to him formally and knowing him more came up to my interest while reading your blog. Hey hey hey, don't get too excited, I don't even know when or how. Just the thought of talking to him deeply about you and him makes me wanna cry. You know how much disappointment I felt about you and THE past.
And you also know that I'm still aware that someone in silence is still hurting, that person just don't wanna show it. And I still do care for her, even though you're much more important to me.
Only time could tell when and how things will work.
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Just what I said, seeing my name on your blog made me smile, I hope this one made you smile too :p
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Hmm, so yea, I think that's it. Just what I have said before, "words can never be enough" and I don't wanna sound TOO "corny" on this response. I'm not used to it, saying things like this publicly to my best friend.
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i love you BetBay :p (what a weird name we have for each other)
i love you newest Bestfriend. :)
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off topic: I was watching Bulagaan earlier and heard this "spell bobo, spell boWboW" from Vic Sotto (I think?)
I just remembered a video clip that was made by some classmates on our Geometry class last Spring Semester '08. That someone special was on it. Hehe. Yes, it was him, Gerard.. radz.
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Tata for now~ I'm actually should be sleeping right now but I wanted to get this done before I go to sleep.
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_pishbolera
.. LOL this blog is getting MORE revealing than before, I used to put WHITE fonts on it (same with the background color) but now I'm not. LOL. Didn't notice it? Go read everything again. Haha. LOLOLOLOL
I don't know why I care this much to her that I dont wanna lose her, even tho she'd hurt me more than once. I just dont wanna lose her. That's all.
- from your most recent post
I care for you more than you could ever imagine.
I don't wanna lose you either.
You did hurt me more than once, I just never showed it.
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You see, I've never been this protective to any of my closest friends; you're the first one to experience this from me. One big bad luck, isn't it?
Maybe it was time that changed me or it's just.. I think of unnecessary things too much.
Our arguments might be as simple as that, like what I did earlier. I don't wanna get used to it.
I don't wanna get used to the arguments coz' I know (I just know it) that the next thing could happen is
our friendship putting on to waste.
Don't believe me? Let's give it a try then. :p
I'll just spill the things I wanna say then just clear up the conversation window then give a laugh emoticon and start a new topic.our friendship putting on to waste.
Don't believe me? Let's give it a try then. :p
That's how I ended it earlier right?
* Okay this part here is getting a little confusing. cut~
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The thought of talking to him formally and knowing him more came up to my interest while reading your blog. Hey hey hey, don't get too excited, I don't even know when or how. Just the thought of talking to him deeply about you and him makes me wanna cry. You know how much disappointment I felt about you and THE past.
And you also know that I'm still aware that someone in silence is still hurting, that person just don't wanna show it. And I still do care for her, even though you're much more important to me.
Only time could tell when and how things will work.
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Jessel Jam Ibañez
Jham
Jhang
Nay
BetBay
My bestfriend.
Jham
Jhang
Nay
BetBay
My bestfriend.
Just what I said, seeing my name on your blog made me smile, I hope this one made you smile too :p
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Hmm, so yea, I think that's it. Just what I have said before, "words can never be enough" and I don't wanna sound TOO "corny" on this response. I'm not used to it, saying things like this publicly to my best friend.
I will stay as long as you want me to. Just don't make any drastic changes, it drives me crazy.
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i love you BetBay :p (what a weird name we have for each other)
i love you newest Bestfriend. :)
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off topic: I was watching Bulagaan earlier and heard this "spell bobo, spell boWboW" from Vic Sotto (I think?)
I just remembered a video clip that was made by some classmates on our Geometry class last Spring Semester '08. That someone special was on it. Hehe. Yes, it was him, Gerard.. radz.
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Tata for now~ I'm actually should be sleeping right now but I wanted to get this done before I go to sleep.
^________^
_pishbolera
.. LOL this blog is getting MORE revealing than before, I used to put WHITE fonts on it (same with the background color) but now I'm not. LOL. Didn't notice it? Go read everything again. Haha. LOLOLOLOL
