A bad combination.

I did something stupid exactly a week ago.

Didn't have enough sleep + my period + runny rose + emotions and other stuffs I've been keeping to myself + a banned beer.

It was a friend's birthday and there was a beer pong session going on. I watched and didn't have any plan of joining because I didn't know how and I will be driving home. Still, stupid me ended up playing because I was asked to join and somehow, I wanted to try. I was thinking, "How bad can it be? It's just beer."
I ignored the fact that it is a banned brand of beer.

So we played and I couldn't even shoot at least once. It was embarrassing to them, and especially to my game partner. Sheesh.

Everything in sight started to become shaky and slowmo. I felt like I was floating. I actually liked it. It's been a while since the last time I felt something like that.
Honestly, I was aware of everything that was happening. It's just that, for some reason, I can't control myself and it felt good to open up and say out loud what I was thinking.

Oh, have I mentioned that HE was there?

Yea, it was stupid... I was stupid. I even said something stupid to make him feel bad but, I was careless not to put in mind that I would actually hurt somebody else's feelings. Up to now, I still don't know how I'd approach that person.
Next time, I have to remind myself not to drink if I have too much going on inside my head. Or at least I should just go drink alone like how I've always been used to.
Ah, what a mess. I'm a mess.

Nakakagago pala...

... basahin yung mga post ko sa blog four years ago.

HAHAHAHA LECHE. :)) Bakit ko ba naisipang basahin ang mga yon.

Naloka ako sa puppy-etchos-love story namin ni PersLab. :))

Napapa- "Oo nga noh, ginawa palan namin yun! O_O" ako sa mga nabasa ko.

Lalabas labas pa kami ng 12 midnight a, pakalat-kalat sa loob ng subdivision.

hahaha PU-toot I-toot!!! Nakakatawa na may halong kilig to the bones!

Sakto pa sa mga tugtog sa playlist e, hayoooop.

Oh well, wala nga talagang tatalo sa Unang Pag-Ibig.

Tas maiisip ko bigla,

Kailan nga ba kami huling nag-usap? :-/ Aaaah, nung sinita niya yung status ko sa YM. Wag daw ako mura ng mura. Pangit daw sa isang babae. Woops, sorry pala sa title ng entry na to. Hahaha!

Oooh, sarap. ~