one year [cont.]

ramdam ko ang bawat pangigilid ng luha sa mata ko.

hay. okay naman yun araw, masaya ung college class.
pero after non, syempre pag' ako nalang mag-isa, dun ako nag-iisip ng malalim.
isa na rin sigurong dahilan yan kung bakit nagpapakapatay ako sa school works.
gusto ko ng maraming ginagawa, kahit stressful na minsan.
basta, ayoko na masyado mag-isip.
masyado lang akong nalulungkot.

hay. one year, one year.
ang bilis ng araw.
parang kailan lang.
isang taon na pala simula ng nangyari yun.

hay.
wala na ko masabi.

Sana. Sana, hawak ko ang panahon.

_pishbolera

one year.

actually mamaya pa.
hehe.

hay.
masakit sa tyan [feeling ko bumabaliktad bituka ko sa sakit]
masakit sa puso.

hay.
one year.

isang taon na ang itinatagal ng pagmamahal na toh.

hanggang kailan?
hindi ko alam.

pero alam ko kasalanan.
alam ko.

magalit ka na.
wala akong magagawa dyan, wala din akong magawa sa sarili ko e. LOL. -_-

bumaliktad lalo ang sikmura ko ng makita ko ang post sa bulletin board sa friendster.
mamaya nalang ulit.

susubukan ko munang matulog.

now playing:

"para sa'yo lamang ang puso kong ito. magpakailan pa man. asahan mo~"
- Freestyle

_pishbolera.

break down.

lol. I am so tired.

I've been sleeping so late since the beginning of the week.
It's like a 1am - 3am week nights.
I've been sleepy since the beginning of the week too.
It's like the laziest days I have inside a classroom but I'm doing all the work though.

Last night was a "3am night." I finished my project for my English presentation today.
It went great. They liked it.

Well. Well.
Tomorrow's Friday so... yay!

I was sleeping earlier at the front of my laptop when Mom woke me up.
Coz' she was laughing at me. -____-

I decided not to do the essay due tomorrow.

Uhh, what else.
Yeah, pretty busy.
Really wanted to stay busy at all times.
Don't want to think of the longing for different pleasant things that happened before in terms of friends, and.. uhh etc.
It just makes me cry a bit. zzz~

So yea, I'm focusing on my studies and I feel I'm about to break down.
Especially today.
I just got so tired, I guess.

I'm missing a lot of things but I don't wanna complain how's everything going.
I'm letting everyone live their lives how they want it to be.

This blog entry doesn't make any sense, at all. O.o
I'm so sleepy, night.

_nostalgic pishbolera.