.. quote 001

..i don't know why we hang on something we know we're better off letting go...

..it's like we're scared to lose what we don't really have
..some of us say we'd rather have that something
..than absoulutely nothing

..BUT the truth is
.."to have it halfway is harder than NOT having it at all

.. i love you & i mean it

. January 26, 2k7-Tuesday- .

*wlang mgwa*
..kktpos lng maglro ng audition
..san ka pa
..hbang ngllro
..umiiyak
..wtf?!
..weird q tlga kht kelan
..abnormal
..haayz
..nag deal p nga kmi eh
..last game na dw
..pg ntalo dw ako
..m22log na q
..nnalo q
..tas aftr non
..nag exit aq kgd sa game
..haayz
..
...* c r y i n ' * ...

***

I've been living my life
Trying to get you out of my mind
But after all this time
I can't help myself but miss you

***

You're the reason for my sleepless nights
Because you keep staying on my mind
I can't help myself from crying
Because I'm missing you so much

***

All the pain & sadness are trapped inside my heart
All the memories are still preserved in my mind
I miss you so much
Because I can't hide the fact that I am still in love with you

***

Ten years from now i may not remember
what we did those niqhts or what made
us lauqh so hard.. but i will remember
you were the ONE who was there

***

Do I still have a place in your heart?
Like you do in mine?

***

..dont hate me for what im doing
..i just really miss you

***

..~_ozshi\/nineteen_~..

***

"Where there is LOVE there is LIFE."
- Mahathma Gandhi

***

"It is best to LOVE WISELY, no doubt; but to LOVE FOOLISHLY is BETTER than NOT to be able to love at all."
- William Thackeray

***

.:*ozshi\/nineteen*:.
..still loving & crying in silence..

.. Scorpio & Pisces

.. zodiac compatibility
.. la lang kalandian ulet XD

. January 24, 2k7 -Saturday-

When Scorpio and Pisces make a love match, theirs is a splendid union of much respect and understanding. These mates share the same Element -- Water -- and thus have keen insight into one another's minds and hearts. Scorpio is very profound and covert, often caught up in their own secret plans, while Pisces is idealistic and looks for the nuances of a situation. However, Pisces also has a tendency to withdraw into their own mind, and can forgive Scorpio for being mysterious or withdrawn at times.

Both Signs are intuitive and in touch with the subtleties of human interaction. Scorpio can help Pisces fulfill dreams and ambitions -- to turn ideas into reality. The Scorpion will provide a steadfast foundation for the relationship to revolve around, and the more ephemeral and intuitive Fish will become entangled in Scorpio's web. In return, Pisces offers gentleness, kindness, and sympathy, which Scorpio admires and appreciates. Scorpio is interested in certain material comforts and intense emotional dramas, and at times cannot understand the simplistic, charitable attitude of Pisces. Their long-term aspirations can be completely unalike. Once they can understand and overcome this difference, theirs will be a very rewarding relationship.

Mars and Pluto rule Scorpio, and Jupiter and Neptune rule Pisces. Mars is the ancient God of War, and Scorpio individuals are living proof of this aggressive, courageous, daring and sometimes-belligerent influence. When Pluto combines with Mars, Pluto comes to symbolize new beginnings. Scorpio can take it, but they can also most certainly give it. Jupiter's rule of Pisces represents philosophy, expansion and excesses. The Neptunian influence gives Pisces a dreamy aura and a love for popular culture and media. Pisces dreamy, ethereal energy softens their Scorpio love's rough edges. The composite power of these four planets creates a balanced relationship, one of drama and emotional intrigue; this is a true celestial bond. However, a Scorpio mate must let their beloved Fish swim about a bit; a sensitive Pisces will suffocate under too many demands.

Scorpio and Pisces are both Water Signs. They're so compatible because Water is a tangible, physical entity, and both Signs appreciate and use this characteristic to their advantage. The destiny of a Pisces is to bring people together, and when this energy meets Scorpio's intensity and tenacity, there is no stronger bond. Also, Scorpio has an absolutist view of life; everything is either golden or tarnished. A patient Pisces opens the world up to their Scorpio mate, allowing them to see the bigger picture rather than just all that minute detail. Scorpio could grow weary of Pisces's unsteadiness, and Pisces may see Scorpio as self-absorbed and insensitive to their emotional needs. Still, it's not beyond these partners to seek out and find a compromise.

Scorpio is a Fixed Sign, and Pisces is a Mutable Sign. Scorpio puts their energy into one thing at a time, but Pisces skips around to wherever their feelings take them. Pisces, as a Mutable Water Sign, then, molds easily into their Scorpio lover's life and pastimes. In turn, Scorpio needs to give Pisces the freedom to enjoy personal interests. A Pisces can show a Scorpio that flexibility can be fun and exciting, that compromise can be reached without a big fight or struggle. The energies of a Scorpio and a Pisces feed off of one another's energy well, making for a powerful and emotionally satisfying union.

What's the best thing about a Scorpio-Pisces love match? Their similarly intense emotional natures, their shared sensitivity to the undercurrents of life, to the more ethereal magic of love. This is a relationship of harmony and fulfillment. Scorpio and Pisces both live empathetically and seek true, profound commitments, and this connection will keep the ties strong and their love enduring.

.. badly missin' someone ='c

.January 24, 2k7 . -Saturday-.

..haayz
..ano n ba ngyyri +_+
..i miss him soooooooooooo much
..ewan q kng ano nlng ngyri
..he told me 1 day:
.."shie, bkas ppaload aq"
-jan 8 '2k7 [monday]
..tas 2mwag aq
..aun ok nmn
..the next day
..wlang txt
..inicp q nlng need nya mghbol sa school
..so aun ok lng..
..jan 13 2k7 [saturday]
..d last tym na ngkausap kmi
..umm ewan
..pro prang un ung tym na pgkababa nya ng fone
..prang "ouch"
..haayz ano n b ngyri
..nppangiti nlng aq kpg naalala q ung conversations nmin
..lgi q pa bnbasa ung mga msg nten sa YM
..12:40mn-4:30am [1st fonebbad]
.."chong antok na ko"
..ahehe
..jan 07 2k7 [sunday]
>>pnkamasayng conversations sa lht
..tas muntik pa ma-curfew [mn na kse]
..tas ngsbay pa knabukasan papuntang school

..haayz
..jan 20 2k7 [saturday]
..umm ewan nung una kse mdjo naiinis aq s knya
..kse xempre d na ngprmdam
..pro dis day
..nsa lbas aq ng haus.. nkaupo..
..haayz ewan prang nwala lht ng glit q
..kse ewan
..di q tlga alm kng pano ngyri un eh
..prang gn2 lng eh
.."wapak"
.."kaboosh kaboosh"
..*sssshhhhiiiiiiiiinnnnnnngggg !!*
.. aun wala na ung glit ko

..ewan
..di na tlga ngkkibuan
..pro ewan ewn ewan
..di q na tlga mgwang mglit or mainis
..bsta alm q lng eh nmmiz q xa & ung
bonding nmin
..i love the way he says
.."haneeeppp"
.. * and i'm missin' it ='c *

..kulitan ahehe
..haayz

.. [13] [41] [07] [19] ..
..naala q xa dhil sa mga numbers na yan

..haayz
..cno nga keia nkkalam ng meaning
nung name q ngaun na
.. OzShi19 ??
..haayz

..ewan
..bsta gs2 q na umalis ng pinas
..gs2 q na pmnta ng LA
..ahehe
..at ng mka move on na
..hahayyz
..ang hirap nman haayz

.."will you still love me in the morning?" --Click
.. "forever and ever *sweetie*" --Shiela//ozshi19//
.. then
.. the song
.."Linger" by The Cranberries
.. plays

.. waaa ang corny

..pro nkkatawa

..kse nde nmn tlga kmi gaanong mttwag na "friends" dti
..then suddenly sa gn2 kmi bmgsak
..nga pla last nyt npanaginipan q xa
.. at nttwa aq sa pnaginip na un ^_~

.. ewan di q alm kng anong saysay ng tntype q sa blog na toh
..well that's it

.. at least i became an open book for a while
..

....
* badly missin you*

.. still loving in silence

..~_OzShi\/nineteen_~

.* cherish cherish cherish

.. lewl dito na mgsstart ang lablayp ko
.. ampf kalandian tlga haha
..

. January 4, 2k7 -Thursday-

.. sa pyramid ng morroc
..haay

*..alam mo ung movie na "click" ?
>..ah oo
*..naiyak aq dun eh
>..hehe aq din eh
*..lam mo ung song dun?
>..ah oo "Linger"
>..u know im such a fool for you
>.. /ho

~.. la lng.. naalala q lang ^_~

Linger
The Cranberries

If you, if you could return
Don't let it burn,don't let it fade
I'm sure I'm not being rude
But it's just your attitude
It's tearing me apart
It's ruining everything

I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey so did you
So why were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you

But I'm missing you
You know I'm such a fool for you
You've got me wrapped around your finger, ah
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to, do you have to let it linger

Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong, I was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn't be so confused
And I wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you

But I'm missing you
You know I'm such a fool for you
You've got me wrapped around your finger, ah
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to, do you have to let it linger

[SHORT INSTRUMENTAL]

But I'm missing you
You know I'm such a fool for you
You've got me wrapped around your finger, ah
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to, do you have to let it linger

You know I'm such a fool for you
You've got me wrapped around your finger, ah
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to, do you have to let it linger