oh well, another year.

hm. year 2009 has just begun. XDD
it's 2:24 in the morning, and of course it's normal to see PISHBOLERA still awake at this kind of time.

hm. let's see. i'm taking a "little sip" [well AM i SURE?!] of something that would help me fall asleep.
jusme friends, I still didn't get any sleep for the past 34hours. (and still counting. rawr)
and why?! because i was planning to UPDATE all of my freakin' stuffs; friendster pictures, this blog, etc.
but hey, I almost finished uploading pictures in my Friendster account :p
hm, but I didn't even get my blog half done. omg.

i just typed this to pour in the exact mood i am having right now in this blog entry.
coz you see, if i do the "flashback" thingy again it'll lose the "real thrill" out of it.
and it sucks.
but yea, im'ma continue the flashbacks thingy just to fill up the space within the past eight months.
heck. eight months.

so yeah. it's new year.
so what about it?! how did i celebrate it?
here in CA, it's not that much fun unlike the way we Filipinos celebrate it in our homeland.
it's pretty.. hm.. lame.

well, I had a different way of celebrating New Year this time unlike the way I celebrated it last year.
last year was so full of drama, err, homesick.
but now, hm, i guess much better. i was freakin' loooud. o.O
but yes, i have to admit, the past few days .. nights? err.. late nights.. we're pretty full of dramas.

i'm back on losing my appetite again.
and it's because of HIM.
i can't sleep normally.
and it's because of HIM.
i was crying the past few late nights.
and it's because of HIM.
it really hurts in the most painful way.
and it's because of HIM.
yet, I'm smiling right now,
and still, it's because of HIM.
i was with him in this one online game. yes. until 12mn.
i was with him when 2009 began.
i greeted him and he greeted me. it was still somehow a little bit awkward. well, it takes time.
i gave him the /kis2 and /kis emoticons. hehe :]

err. you were just with him in an online game, big deal?! get over it.
LOL. my "present" didn't even called nor texted to greet me a happy new year.
so what can you expect? :p

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okay. i'm feeling pretty weird with my talking.
why am i typing english? LOL?
sooo, another year.
i'm really looking forward to the "continuation" of the unfinished chapters of OUR love story.
lols.
i realized that i had a lot of changes.
hehe.