Better in Time

Hmm. Wondering what's with the title again?
You'll find out later. Just go ahead and read.
---
Hmm, I haven't posted anything for eight days, coz' finaaaaaallllyyyyyy I'm back to schooooool~!
So yea, I'm on my new routine, going to school early. They we're teasing me if that was the effect of the accident that happened; but the truth is, it's my New Year's Resolution.
And it was the first time I had one. LOLOL.
Well, after the accident happened; I think too much of random things and I easily get a headache.
I think that's the real effect of it.
---
So yesterday, January 23, 2009;
- It was my Mom's birthday :] I was the first one to greet her :p
- We had a field trip in UCLA, it was fun fun fun.
.. I felt crying while we we're on the bus. I just remembered something.
Something happened on June 3, 2008.
Curious what it ist? Go read my OLD posts, and find the blog entry that has June 3 in it. XDD

.. So yeah the day went on, we had fun, I was in Halo-Halo team with John and Jham. We won the most spirited Team award and we also won the Four Corners game together with team Lumpia.
.. Carson High won high the Most Spirited School award. Yii, C-House~!!
---
Today, January 24, 2009;
- Saturday School in Cal-State.
- A "merienda-date" with my Mom in Mcdo (just to make it up to her for our canceled date on Jan. 12)
.. I was looking around, I stared at our spot. I stared, and thought as if I was watching myself during those days. I really am happy those days.
.. We saw my "so-called-dad/so-called-husband-of-Jham" Dean. It was actually nice to see him again.
.. We walked home, then I went to sleep.
- I woke up, watched some vids that was taken yesterday and ended up listening to Better in Time by Leona Lewis.
.. Theeeeeeeeeere you gooooo, that ends up the wondering. lol.
---
If I'll put some of the lines from the song just like what I did in my previous posts, this blog entry could end up with the whole lyrics of the song.
Yeah, that's how much this song affects me right now.
Sh*t, tinamaan ako. Sapul ba?
LoL I realized I just started listening to Leona Lewis because of the Bleeding Love song; the song that basically became the kilig song even though it's really a song for the broken.
Theeeeen, I became a fan after hearing "Yesterday" and "Better in Time."
Realizing that I CAN ACTUALLY RELATE TO IT.
---
One thing that's bothering me was something I read in Friendster bulletin a while ago. I'm not sure though if it's her or him. The post says that it's him, but as for the attitude it's telling me that IT IS her.
---
I talked to one of my good friends and reminded me that I have my present, the one who's trying to fill up everything.
Man, I'm actually lost for words; whether to say it in Tagalog or English. I just can't explain it.
Okay okay, I'm thinking not to post this blog entry na. :)) It's becoming one whole crappy thing.
I'm actually stucked with the song, kasi nga tinatamaan ako.
Okay enough of this, really this crap is getting annoying. :))
I felt crying earlier and just thought to type anything to stop the feeling.
Chaa~ I don't wanna stop typing, I know what will happen after this.
---

♪~It's gonna hurt when it heals too~♪
♪~It'll all get better in time~♪
♪~And even though I really love you~♪
♪~I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to~♪
- Leona Lewis

---
_pishbolera
.. crappy post. -____- I was filled up with thoughts (at least better than this one) the past week in school, but I didn't get the chance to post it here. You know, making up for my 1week absent. -___-
.. putragis, ano ba meron sa'yo?! taena. -________-