awww. ouch.

hm. I didn't go to school. again.
My neck and head still hurts.
I slept at 1am and woke up at 5am, nauna pa ko nagising sa alarm clock ko.
I can't get up easily, and my head hurts, so I decided not to go to school; my mom agreed.
Hmm, I tried getting back to sleep again but man, I can't sleep.
My mom turned off the lights, I turned it back again after feeling the dizziness without the lights.
I felt crying for a moment.
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Hmm. 7am, I got tired of trying to sleep and just sat, staring at the wall.
I checked on my laptop, lots of them left a message.
I talked to one of my friends in Pinas. It was Gideon. Gidz, my first love.
Well we talked about my condition and told me that I should get my check-up immediately.
I told him I don't want to coz' I'm scared what they will find out and what they might do to me. o.O
He scolded me and said:

" Kesa naman mamatay ka. ungas. "

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Hmm, shortly after that, I had my breakfast with Mom.
Then I went back to sleep.
My mom is about to go out and help Tita Cory with some stuffs.
While I was in sleep, I suddenly felt that somebody was staring at me.
I moved and saw my mom staring at me.
LOL, I knew she was checking if I'm still breathing.
Well, can't blame her, this is one serious accident.
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3:35pm, I woke up. I continued reading my older posts in this blog.
I missed the late nights after reading my post about watching TV during 1am-6am while drinking coffee or tea.
I miss Conan O' Brien.
hmm, what else?
I realized I'm much of a different person. I can't even recognize myself typing those blog entries (the older ones)
Man, what happened? o.O
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_ pishbolera; yay! back on blogging again!